The holidays are coming up and my inner child is jumping up and down with pure joy. Just thinking about Christmas music and decorations makes me beam with happiness.
The other thing about the fall and approaching winter is that I have some sort of weird creative boost. There's something truly inspirational during this time of year for me. I don't know what it is but everywhere I seem to go I always feel inspired.
I've been taking more pictures lately and I've been really into my art class that I've been taking this semester. I even have been journaling more often than usual. Grant it, a lot of personal issues of arose in the past 2 months but since the last post I have found a sort of sense of peace.
I'm not completely put back together but I'm definitely not in the million pieces I was before. Things have a funny of working out. Through all the darkness I've been facing, through all the negativity and sheer ignorance, I have managed to find this glimmer of hope.
Just this past Tuesday I felt genuine happiness for the first time in a very long time. I think I have realized that people change for better or worse and through that change they either fall out of synch with you or remain your friend. It's a constant cycle that people circulate in and out of. I trust that I will always be surrounded by those who truly love me. I deserve nothing less. And, that's not a selfish thing to say. No one deserves people in their lives who will be a negative, emotional drain. Everyone deserves good, loving people.
Things are looking up. I hope I don't jinx it.
I hope y'all are enjoying this fall season as much as I am. Truly enjoy the people that love you and revel in every minute of time spent with them. You never know, they can be your inspiration.
Be good, kids.
-Catherine
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