It's crazy how the weather can affect my mood. I always feel unmotivated and restless when the weather gets like this. Cabin fever is not a fun thing. Of course the weather will be nice when I'm home and not here at school. Not. Fair.
Well that's enough of the weather. Today is the last day of March making it the third month of 2010 coming to a close. Woah. Three months already, everything feels like a dream- it goes by so fast. This week is also Holy Week for all those Christians out there and Passover for all my Jewish friends. Lots of religion going on this week.
When I was little I never understood the concept of Holy Week and Easter. When they told me that Jesus resurrects from the dead on Easter I remember looking out my window on Easter Sunday waiting for Jesus to walk down my street (it didn't happen). I was quite disappointed to find out that Jesus doesn't actually re-resurrect every Easter and goes and visits everyone kind of like Santa Claus. And hence the title of this post. That is what my 6 year old self asked my Mom after she found me staring out the window.
Now that I'm a bit older I guess you could say I've come to appreciate Holy Week even more. When I go to all the masses during Holy Week I feel whole. I only feel this way during Easter time. There's something about the prayer and reflection that is quite different to Christmas. Easter is a strange combination of solemnity and joy. The whole week leading up to Easter I go to mass, think about my life, the people I've hurt, the promises broken, the lies told. Then I think about my relationship with God and that always gets messy. By the time Easter rolls around I feel like a clean slate- fresh start. I guess that's the beauty of the Easter season.
And there is my quick moment of being "deep." If you are suffering through this gloomy weather my I suggest a song to make you feel alive again. I'm sure everyone has heard it by Train's "Hey Soul Sister" is just pure amazing genius. Without at fail it puts a smile on my face. Whoever they wrote this song about is one lucky girl.
So enjoy this cute video and have doing some self reflection, kids.
Catch you later,
Catherine